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What is the true gain?

Choices   Today was the first time in 26 years I truly noticed that I was over with having fun. What has changed? It wasn't that I didn't want to have fun. It was that fact that my idea of fun had changed. I didn't want to spend sleepless nights grinding away at a game where the only prize at the end was a "you won" screen. I didn't want to sit in some random bar drinking and playing pool while a bunch of idiots come over to me spewing random words to entice me in bed. I wanted to have the type of fun that got me here. The endless long nights driving from state to state. The sights that, as a child, I thought would be impossible to see. The stories from random strangers while laying inside a broken tent. I wanted to still learn.  We have spent so much of our time wasting away trying to get to the "next level" but what is that really. As I create my goals for today, I really want to think about the challenges that brought me here and the new challenge...